Finally telling her...
i was just really depressed then, and overtime u said “i hate you shane” i would think “well why wouldn’t u hate me, I’m a horrible person”
and i start thinking about all the reasons why someone would hate me
but its not ur fault, u didn’t know i was depressed so dwai
omg shane i never meant to make you feel bad, I’m just retarded. i promise i never hated you at all. i really need to be more careful with what i say
its something I’m working on, i tend to say things without really thinking about it. its not good
no are don’t worry about it
thats the thing with these kind of things
you couldn’t have possibly knew i was depressed
so its not ur fault at all
just kind of one of those things in life u know
u say something but u don’t rlly know how it would affect someone else
did nothing wrong love :)
i know you know i didn’t mean to make you feel bad, but still I’m really sorry. i need to be more sensitive about what i say to people and stop being such an insane bitch.