1 year is short to her. she doesnt want to throw her heart into something unless its forever but we're passed that argument now kind of. she doesnt want us to end, but she doesnt want to get too close either. so i told her when she feels like its getting too serious and itll hurt too much, we'll talk about ending it best deal i could get out of her from the argument so yeah. now shes mad at me about another thing cause apparently i did smoething she said would bother her if i did it and i told her i wouldnt do it ever but then i did. but she wont tell me what it is, so i have no clue what did wrong. but i told her im an asshole for not even knowing i did something that apparently i knew u didnt want me doing, and shes like ur not an asshole shush and im like i am and kept pushing that and shes like no shuttup ur not an asshole i love you etc. but i kept pushing and now shes not responding, so idk if shes still mad or she just fell asleep. so confused fml