Hey, i just wanna say I'm sorry about all this shit. I would've said sorry sooner but I didn't know whether you were mad at me or not, and I honestly still don't know. But it doesn't matter whether you are or not because I'm sorry either way because what I, and for that matter Armen and Stefan, did was shitty. But like, it's not like we did it just cause we wanted to go to a party. That would be ridiculously stupid. To be honest, I didn't know this whole hang out sess was planned and I thought it was just last minute, and I also didn't know about isabel and Armen and Stefan trying to get closer. Also, I recently started liking pamela and i've been really conflicted about whether to try at it or not because me and her are such good friends and I was scared our friendship would get fucked over it. So I spent the whole night trying to notice little things that could possibly make me feel like it would work. And by the time I was playing piano with her, I felt like it def could work, btu I got scared cause i felt like it would fuck up our friendship so I was extremely urgent to leave the house, so I can be far away from pamela so those feelings don't evolve any further.. and in all of that, I was so distracted by this pamela shit that I didn't realize you guys were pissed at us.. so I'm really sorry ariel, I was just being dumb.

yeah me and pamela are fine, she knows i like her cause i had to tell her to apologize

i wasnt going to lie about why i was so absent minded cause lying is the dumbest thing a person can ever do

and we’re fine

she doesnt have feelings for me but we're still rIly good friends and shes not weirded out by it