Just woke up...
and kissed his lips and backed off
then i kissed his cheek when i said bye
but did u tell him u missed?
when u kissed him the 2nd time
well u didn’t stop matt right away, so either way alecs gonna think of u as at the bad guy
like the ones on the cheek
i meant to kiss his cheeks
when i said bye to him monday
boom I’m about to kiss you on the cheek like i do to so many people
should’ve been more honest with everyone
should’ve talked with matt, told him i needed to work shit out with alec or try no
no point in arguing back, it’ll just make it worse
it wasn’t even me that kissed matt!
i don’t deserve this shit
I’m trying to protect matt
i didn’t ask for this shit
i don’t deserve being called all the shit i was called
it just got all crapped up
then there shouldn’t be a break with alec
if it should work out, i just feel like people should ride through the whole time
is it confusing with alec?
its hard when someone cares about u like that a lot
its hard to know how u feel sometimes
and I’ve loved matt, but it was always friend love
and then it just got confusing
